a constant reminder.

You cant just let it be.
You need to be in a constant realm where you need to remind yourself that OCD is a wiring problem in your brain. 
And you are not a bad person. 
And it's not you who is thinking absurd thoughts. It's the OCD. 
You are amazing. You are the best. 
Dont worry. 

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